"...All we have to decide is what to do with the time that is given to us..."
~J.R.R. Tolkien
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
The Wedding that Wouldn't End
So I sang at the wedding saturday. However, saturday morning I woke up with the twenty-four hour flu. That was miserable. I absolutely HAD to leave for the wedding at two. I left at three, with my mother driving, and me trying not to throw up in my car. I arrived at 4. The wedding was starting at 4:30. The sound people wanted me to run my song with the orchestra to check the mic. It was hot. The wedding was outdoors. There was no shade. I got through one run through, then first chair violin took over and wanted to run it from measure 61. I blacked out. I came to on the ground with a couple of strings looking at me like "what's her problem." I got up and walked into the lobby and bought some water. "I only have to last until 5:15." 5:15 came and went. We hadn't even started. 5:30. 6:00. 6:15. The wedding started at 6:30. Thank heavens it did, because the sun set, it cooled off, and I had enough water in me finally to make it through the ceremony without blacking out or throwing up on anyone! SCORE! I've never been so glad to get a paycheck in my life. It wouldn't END!
Friday, July 16, 2004
Two days off
Tomorrow Mom, Aunt Dawn and I are going shopping to kill time. I have to shop for the three months of tour. I can't carry a lot, but I need a second pair of jeans, and sneakers, and socks.
The brief blogs will end as soon as the stress is over.
Thursday, July 15, 2004
New Job
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
Sorry
See some of you at the wedding, and the rest of you after!
Friday, July 09, 2004
Daily Bread
For a change, this is a happy story.
A pre-teen came up and was quite demanding, and very brusque. The guy turned to me after he left and was astonished at how many people seem to come here to be demanding and have a bad time over imagined neglect and poor service. They should just be greatful to have the prosperity to be able to be here, away from the city, and enjoying themselves and their families. I liked him right away.
We got onto the subject of musicals and opera. He likes both. We discussed our favorites. I'm not sure how it came up, but the conversation ended up on Tolkien, Lewis, and Chesterton. We discussed thinklings for an hour and a half. It was one of the best days I've ever had out there by the pool. And his last thought was, "You are very odd, you know that? For someone your age. But hold onto it. It must be very lonely, but you've really blessed my day." Need I mention, he's a "mere" Christian. He blessed me more than I could possibly have blessed him. It was a great day.
Everyone is coming
Did I mention I will be eloping?
Celebration
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
Efficacy of Prayer
Lady #1 wanted the Holy Spirit to flow from the top of my head to the tips of my toes. She wanted him to wash over me and bath me in...I can't remember her exact words...warm fuzzies was what it amounted to.
Lady #2 took over. I tuned back into the prayer at that point. She started talking about patience and fortitude. Great start! Then it took a left turn and sounded like the entire self-help section of a Christian Bookstore. I was supposed to reach out and take hold of something, and throw it to the ground, and sit on it. And know that God will supply if I will only grab onto it. Meanwhile, Lady #1 was speaking in tongues. At least we'll call it that. There was no one interpreting, so it wasn't for my edification.
So, at the end of it all, I didn't feel any of the peace I was supposed to be tackling to the ground. They had all the warm fuzzies, and I just wanted out. Big false-happy smile and a thanks, and I ran for the hills.
Maybe later I'll make this a theological discussion, but for now I'm caught between feeling bad that I'm criticising two heartfelt prayers, and being shocked.